gimmemwoar

remember just two years ago we were so different from what we are now, we were happier then

but we can never go back.

i might have found a cure and that is to rid myself of an outlet that feeds my disease (i.e this livejournal) so.. goodbye

i just did something stupid and i am waiting for the consequence

hew hew

here i am, eating fried wantons and thinking about the same old things which should be the least of my concerns for now. sometimes i cant decide whether i really want to save myself or that i somehow actually enjoy this constant state of moping around........ craving very badly for sashimi and cookies n cream ice cream

if there's one kind of people i hate, it'd be those who compare. results. as if your lifetime happiness depended solely on being better than your peers academically and despite the fact that you fail at every other aspect of your life. but i probably can't blame you since all of us are brought up in this society so fixated with results and academic excellence, and even i, feel the need to conform to societal expectations which explains why i am still stuck here.

but if there's one kind of people i hate more its those who compare- AND judge me. who are you to think that i'm stupid/spoilt/childish by not wanting to study and become a living puppet of the ridiculous education system like you already are.
people need to understand that we all have different life priorities and it's stupid to judge my competence with YOUR yardstick thx

i feel like i'm finally getting over this perpetual sadness. it all boils down to your own perception, so right now, im good enough.



please dont break me.

because this is the only space i can find solace in and where my words won't be judged and misconstrued.

this will hurt less and less each time until you can’t feel a thing.

cosmic love